taking the week off

the sun

Hello. Feeling funny. Feeling too wanty and jealous and inadequate. (My photos will never be as good as ________. My paintings will never compare to __________. My house will never look like _________. Why can't I have ________ too?) I hate feeling like this. I need to snap out of it. I think need a break. Off Bloglines. Off Flickr. Off Facebook. Except for my NP photos and Echoes next Tuesday.

Yesterday was sunny and 60 and we went to the park for a long time. We have dinner plans with friends tonight. And a houseful expected for the second birthday extravaganza weekend. All steps in the right direction. See you soon- it's almost time again. I'm pondering coming back in February with a vengeance, hopefully feeling better.

Hug, hug. Kiss, kiss.